So today was pretty bad, the bruising I thought I'd managed to avoid has begun to appear. Black, blue. purple and swollen. Ouch.
I can't actually see/haven't dared to look at the state of my labia but from above I can see the hood of my clitoris is black on one side (the same size as the LL) and the whole thin's swollen so my clitoris is almost covered. It doesn't hurt that much though. The labia hurt unbearably. They've swollen so the stitches are really tight and sore. Bleeding has resumed. Pain has worsened.
I've bought some thick, padded 'night time' sanitary pads to wear instead of regular ones. I'm trying to decide whether it's more painful with these or with no underwear/pad. Even the slightest touch from my clothes is excruciating. Walking is really bad because I have to try not to let my labia rub together, which is basically impossible as they're so swollen. Sitting down is bad too. Going to the toilet is a nightmare, I've bought softer toilet paper but haven't noticed much difference. I'm worried about running out of painkillers!
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